Dear diary ♥
When I was 17 I felt empty so I filled myself up with codeine, it was like popping sunshine seeds into my mouth.I didn't feel empty anymore. It made the floor blur white and then it was silence and darkness. I thought i was in hell, or heaven. I didn't mind. Now my mum has this medication tool box with a pad-lock on the front so I can't get in. Once i found it open, i was tempted but my mum run up the stairs and locked it again.Now i feel weird inside, i'm missing out on the secret.
The flowerpot girl x