Unicorns bleed too

You ulna's came oozing
and shrieking with kittens blood
and witches gum's

peeking and peeling like a voodoo crow
The devils daughter into the light again


Mother!
She never really has been here
She died between your snake like intestines
In the darkness of the pit

Oh, little ladybird
no black dots for you
red red creature

for the creaturely sky
falls down into the valleys
I've tried to sew you back together

I stiched and i stiched
and you and tore and tore
and molly gave you the look

Your love pet is out of love tonight
His waiting in a pumpkin patch
blood spurts from your wired paper arm

Shy Sinner

You lunatic loon!
Have you been eating sunshine sunshine seeds again?
You womanizer

I see the oracle in you
I hear your jibba jabba
with your Russian twang
and you knotted liver

A seizure, a seizure
Quick cut the hawk
A white lab coat
A ghostly spacious laboratory

Hello sinner
The crag and the crawling is due
the feeble oh the feeble
A weasel, a vermin jaw

Your tribes fall into the codeine lakes
And the wolves hold back
You spread like fungi
Leaping through the crooked tunnels

Dressing the bluebird

The sunflower, the sweeties.
The obscene skulls
Racketing like an impulse.
I have many Lover boys
It comes from my humourless charm
It’s a secret gas

The bluebird, the suffering!
The black bells, the ringing!
You have female hands
You’re the jester of the circus
You’re the otter of this land
You’re the earth - God craves
Craves!

I need you like a habit
I need you like a daisy chain
You spastic, you mongrel
You little Bo- peep

When did I become so breakable?
Like a fragile china doll
Like a spider losing it’s spirit.

Nursery spy

It’s me!
The naked crippled boy
The leader of the ghost dance.
He wants to marry me
Like the snarling bride he is.
He spies through the corners of mother nature
And the hollow babies leap from there cots

I am a pervert
I trot with the geese
I watch the mothers hands on my children
She’s on her period
Scattering red ants
I wear a wig
A florescent pink
Like candyfloss
I cut shapes in the wall
And fit the creatures inside
I am such a charming whore

You little boy
Are my everything
You little girl
How I love your perky breasts
I confess, I confess
I love the nursery echoes
And the rusty infant heads.

Where am I ?

Winning the hysterical war
I shudder in the darkest cemetery

Ungodly lover

I find you amoungst the rotting woodlands
and gentte green wings, cancerous!
burning clover

you decorate yourself
with leaves and berries
and hide in the lime trees

You are bone chilling
and vulruable
i hear your icy chants

You dress in black and white
like an ageing badger
I am your servent upon the toadstool
Oh how i love your tangled petal dress

with your swiss looks
and fantasy disbelifs

Have i silenced you mouth?
have i turned you colour blind?
have you lost your rosy cheeks?

I'm draining i know
I murdered the elf
I stabbed the God in you

I am as stubborn as the wooden rat
and you want me like a piggish turtle you are
The deers begin screaming and kicking
choas oh the choas

I'm twisting with your crow hands
I'm merging with your tree root feet
Keep your innocence
frozen untouched.

your beaded with bloodclots
the cat of the banister
your bellowing, bellowing
oh how ignorent of me

12/08/2009

Dear diary ♥

Daddy said there was fluid in his brain today, it was like someone had drilled a hole in his head and filled up with bleach. Daddy said he felt full up all the time. He didn't eat today, he never felt empty like me.Although when I was 16 I saw the bottom of his stomoch in his vomit so he must have felt empty, we all rushed to the hospital and my nan came round with her t shirt inside out to look after the cats. Daddy doesn't like phone call he thinks the goverment listen

.Love,
The flowerpot girl x

24/07/09

Dear diary ♥

When I was 17 I felt empty so I filled myself up with codeine, it was like popping sunshine seeds into my mouth.I didn't feel empty anymore. It made the floor blur white and then it was silence and darkness. I thought i was in hell, or heaven. I didn't mind. Now my mum has this medication tool box with a pad-lock on the front so I can't get in. Once i found it open, i was tempted but my mum run up the stairs and locked it again.Now i feel weird inside, i'm missing out on the secret.

Love,
The flowerpot girl x

The sawdust doll

I’m the water orphan
My lips as cold as tin,

You’re the dainty spirit child
Who eats half the pumpkin
And half the lover

I want to shred myself into sawdust
Like the fake little sawdust doll I am.
You’ve destroyed your dolly

Yellow shredding skin
Full of blood clots and sex,
Hints of Steam, temperature.

I want to bite into your tender thighs
And lick the lice from your French ears

I want to breath in the gritty dirt
Let it melt the baby inside of me

I want to drown in my fairy knickers
Barbwire and orgasm scraping through my sides

You live for the seizures of the devil
Full of bluebells and bolts of pleasure

I live to crawl timidly around the leeches
As artful as the angel
Full of owls and bird houses

You have sunken eyes
And lucky insect legs
I levitate like pollen
And you become the sex addict.

Dove witch

The Insect hunters
full of sunshine seeds
With there Rubber yellow skin
And Red lampshade eyes
Eyes like God
Little German mind

Egg plants, black marbles
Royalty calls and calls
Echo echo! you little sicko,
Clown stalker!
Slug fingers!

The dirty ice weasel
And the crafty funeral foxes
Emerge from the leafy nooks
Tree monkeys eat there own biology
And we eat the cat mould
Dependent on timeless time
Bird cages hold our floating roses
And we live off chewy stale bugs

The fire was burning in Bermuda
And the captain lay in his hammock
Watching the species of trees
The lurking panic
Creepers;

Earthbound

You are the ancient cradle
The gorgons rattle
You wear a Celtic mask
Earthbound;
O, knot how did you arrive?

You are the pioneer sculpture
the orange dandelions
Tangle and coil
Death awaits
The thin snapping legs

You are the afterward planet
Crackled spine
Blue worms inside
Dissecting like a earwig
In a cats ear

You are my shrieking grasshopper
Organism of air
Rockfish and a whale
Ceiling of creatures
Hissing homicide

You are the persuasive baby in the womb
You are the bleak blood
You are the frizzled cells
You are a figment of Satan’s

Suffragette syndrome

She is a dead sea serpent
My dynamite wife
Emerald and ruby
Glowing;

We can hide in the Spiny mores
And prey to the Mottled Gods
A dandy blue lady stands before us
And the men stand on their necks
Bodiless;

The bronzing fishes
And the red paper faces
My Cracked fur nose
Oh , you cobblestone

My fabric limbs ,like dying weeds
Cauldron, of sculptures and eyelids
The ark of the eye
The sphinx of whispers

Cobwebs gross around the bars
Comets and bats spew
Inside caves of mouth
Dressed in woodland

Giant shadows vomit
Endure swano alive
O, dainty blemish

I miss your moon face
And your pearl look
I lied I lied
Little girl with her pocket knife

Your gums waltzed across the room
You’re a suffragette
You’ll die

Dear Satan

You’re my earthly lover, I want you in my craving little fingers,I want you to be the crystals in my tapes,I want you to be my dissolving organs,I want you to be my scandal of voices, I want you to be the witches of the god I believe in .I want you to be the whispering angles in my ear, I want you to be the shiny elephants that pass in my mind,I want you to be my vile secret, I want you to be my ice stranger and my supple frame, similar to the skeleton wizard. I want you to be my enchanter.I want you to keep me hostage,I want you to be my peasant spirit , I want you to be my dead queen, I want you to be my burning clover,I want you to be the glass blackberries soaking into my extremist tongue , I want you to untie your dirty vulture feet I want you to be the king of streams,I want you to be my ribbon riddles,I want you to be my tragic pearls and in my basket of clowns,I want you to be in the reflection of my petal eyes with oil running down my cheeks for tears ,I want you to be the charcoal vomit from my liver,I want you to sit with dancing owls and be my night time psycho,I want you to be my unfortunate queer and my tiny deer,I want you to be my several children.I want you to be my killing cloaks and my fortress,I want you to be my rubble and cackle ,I want you to time travel with me. I want you to have my treacle’s syndrome .

Merging

I could watch you flourish with thrills or shrink with disease . I could watch you colide with jesters and provide you with my atoms too. I could calm you down when you panic with paranoia. I could give you pumpkin seeds and watch you gleam. I could run you a cold bath and watch you freeze. I could pass you some red wine and watch the colouring of the wine run out through your ears and then we could turn red, like strawberries or cherries or whatever you want to be! I could buy you a chipmunk and we could play whispering games, whispering so loudly that were barely whispering at all but we haven’t quite reached talking level.

We….. Could….. Explore…… With……. Forbidden……. things.

I could hide your shoes I could hide your mind

We could superglue trench coats to our flesh and fill the pockets up with rocks and stones and bits and bobs and walk into rivers. We can mock the anti nature machines and we can discuss our fairy faith and rosy cheeks. Maybe I could show you a window to your fate and I would make sure that the rose on the window wouldn’t burst into flames. Or maybe we could get a bit uncertain and walk down a spiral path instead of a straight one.

Jester sitar

Dizzy secrecy pampered with kissing gates
And the floor blurs white, swaying like a pendulum
Tormenting experiment
Shame shame staff on duty
Gluing us back together in unity
Like a knife in the draw
Or a coat
Hanging hanging hanging
From a door

Dripping anti everything just mess with your nature
Vomiting violently and elsden talks to you
Magnets pull you away from spiritual corners
Craving for you to stay in the land of living
Lingering in-between
Mixing ambivalence and flowers and fires
Into little pots of hospital juice.

Jester sitar I have found you
Viciously whispering through six square windows.
Precious peacocks flew you too the next puzzle
When you sprinkle your pumpkin powder
My god I could scream as gently as
vines, white tablets and paper cutters


And I was itching with grace
And melting like chocolate and candle wax
levitating, levitating like a moth reaching for a source of light
why does your mouth always hang down?
I could strangle you when you get in my system


Jester!
You can clutter like little Victorian tea sets around my flesh
jester!
Even the dainty leeches crawl timidly around you
buildings between us throw shapes through the wall
now you brush your prince like hair
Jester!
You shall be the one

Melted baby hospital

Smudged candles
Waxy fingertips
Dragged from a window
Smeared faces
And toes
They died daddy they died
13 bedrooms
Of incapable functions
And leads of fuzz
You sleep surrounded by
Creepy vegetables
Discriminating noises
Humming like hummingbirds
Scratching into the dust
Minor major schizophrenia
And repeated paedophilia
Three and one
Burning babies
Tipping tummies inside out
Sickening spirits smother your skin
And adapt to your evolving grin